Lovemeknots; Lovesmethots;
- Sarah D. Baker
- Aug 29, 2022
- 2 min read
Updated: Sep 2, 2022
She loves me
She loves me not
She likes me
Maybe not
She hates me
She hates what I talk about
She hates me
She hates the shit I do
She hates me
She hates what I am
She hates me
She hates all the songs I listen to
She hates me
She hates what I’m about
She hates me
She stays telling all her friends I’m what she can’t stand
She hates me
She gets annoyed at the sound of me taking a breath
She hates me
I’m nearly convinced
She hates me
An I hate it
I did nothing different then what I was doing when she found me; got to me; loved me-
Supposedly.
She hates me
An wants me to know it
She fell for another
As she filled me with
All the things she hated about herself
She couldn’t hate me
Until I had been convinced that her an I were nothing to begin with
That her an I & all that I may or may not of thought we were or ever had
was all in my head
An just mine
A dream
A joke
Somekinna hoax
She loves…
Because I taught her
She loves…
Because I showed her
She loves…
But never learned how to
Be loved
By another
She doesn’t love me
And so…
She does not.
She cannot.
She only ever thought she loved me
I only know how to love
Another
She convinced herself
What she had for me
Was
Love
She convinced me anything an everything she ever gave me or had for me was
Merely a crush
Infatuation at most
Lust some would call it
A muse
Playful an entertaining
Exciting and.
To her, brand new
Nothing that should be taken seriously
Rather, nothing she wanted me to take to heart
Whatever heart she’s referring to
Make believe
Science fiction
She loves me
She loves me not
She loves me
She loves you not
She likes me
She loved the thought of me
She loved me
I thought
She loves me
I know not
She likes me
If she ever liked another
I thought to myself
I think so still
She hates me
She cannot
She hates me
An without reason
Without even a weak ass
Guilty-conscious-talking-for-her
Put-on-spot half assed excuse
To
Notta thing I’ve ever done
Nothing I ever said
Not something I could’ve even
Maybe said
She
Loves
Me
She
Loves
Me
Not
She
Loves
Herself
She
Loves
Herself
Not
She hates her
She hates herself not
She
Filled me with her insecurities
Gave to me
All she couldn’t stand about herself
An still I love
Me..
When I thought I was hers
To
I love myself
With her
By your side
Beside you
I thought
In front of you
I was
All along
Behind you
Is where you kept looking for me
Kept putting me
Steady pushed me
Behind you is where I go when I fuck you
Silly
She loves me
She
Never has
Loves me
She
Never did
She loves me
..She..
•Lovesmenot.
..And.she;
_But.she;
…
•Forgetmenot•
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